I wish this could help me .

It used to be deeply inloved to best describe me. now its deeply hurt.Well that is the reality.I used to have some blogs of those sort.
All nights now has become so sleepless. My mind is now functioning just like a real computing device. I had some plus and minus ..and also the multiplication and the division at some point.
Its really difficult.The situation where i am right now, i dont think anyone could survive here.
This could be a good outlet to all of the horrible things that has happened to me, at least a get a minute off it and some couple for constructing,vague sentences to best describe me as a really hurt individual.
As an individual, it really is a passion to fall for a person.and one thing i didnt anticipate is how hard would the consequences is.
When i entered in this relationship, not a single idea of what would it be, it is really am who is to be blame for my sufferrings. well its a long story.
voila. im catching up now...